In middle school, I was (and still am) very shy. I used to wear the same orange and purple under armor sweatshirt every single day. I was afraid to put myself out there and actually do something on my own, so when I got to high school, I knew no matter what I had to become my own person. I had finally decided to …show more content…
The summer after my junior year I got a small 3 week internship in Brooklyn, New York at an antique textile shop. Although I was experienced with traveling, this was the first time I was without my family to prevent me from getting lost or kidnapped. It was definitely nerve wracking, but the fact that I was able to be so independent empowered me greatly. I had the freedom to drive wherever I wanted since I had my car, although getting two parking tickets within 4 days really encouraged me to try out public transit. I faced many challenges throughout my time here that I had never faced before. I was was alone; I got lost; I was anxious and confused a lot of the time, but through those, I became a great problem solver and gained confidence in myself. I also had plenty of good memories that helped me grow as well. I went to Central Park, the Guggenheim, and Jones Beach by myself, which wasn’t lonely at all. In fact, I came to realize that I love spending time with myself, and I love doing things at my own pace, without comparing myself to others. I thought of my future and realized that it was okay to take my time in figuring out what I’m doing instead of overwhelming myself and ending up being unhappy. I owe it to this experience that I finally understand that I am the only one in charge and responsible of how I live my own