While, I have always seen myself as strong and independent, I didn’t always act upon those qualities, instead I often found myself in isolation that harbored deep depression that began in my freshman year of high school. I attempted to cover up this depression through busying myself with activities that helped distract me temporally, but when I was home I couldn’t escape my anxiety and isolation. Living in a divorced household, my mother and I had a strained relationship as she attempted to start a new life that left me behind. …show more content…
In having no outside actives to distract myself, I was home most of the time where my depression grew. Eventually, after many failed attempts to reach out to school counselors and even my mother I knew I needed a change in my life as I felt trapped where I was. Knowing my Father was soon going to move with my older siblings who where attending college in California, I reached out to my Father asking if I could move with them. I knew this would be a challenge as my mother had joint custody with my father, with primary residency over