Lack of confidence. Instead of looking at things as your fault, try and see the bigger picture. Maybe the parents in the stands say bad things because they are angry that you get more playing time then their kid. Why? Because you are better, or you deserve it. Or take kyle, he kind of ignores you when you are around him right? Well instead of thinking that you aren't good enough and he doesn't like you, why don't you think about if that could be just how he is. Maybe he is just shy, or maybe he really likes you and is afraid to do something wrong. Believe me, he doesn't like anyone else. In life, you have to realize that not everyone is going to like you. So, instead of focusing on those few people, you need to focus on all the people you do have, and continue being a good person. Cause some day those people who didn't like you, might realize they were all wrong.” He