Gaining self confidence from Julia, Winston brings up his thoughts about the government to O’Brien, who offers Winston a spot in the brotherhood. Winston accepts it without questioning if the reality of the brotherhood is even possible. That is when everything falls apart, O’Brien created enough of an illusion to fool Winston into admitting that he is going against the party. O’Brien never was part of the brotherhood, he was actually part of the thoughtpolice. He takes Winston in and tortures Winston into admitting of crimes he never did, and even makes him betray Julia. O’Brien distorts Winston self perception so much that Winston is a shell, who can now be filled with only thoughts about how great big brother truly is. Winston's lack of any good thoughts about himself changes his entire thought pattern, and Winston accepts big brothers illusion as his ultimate reality. Winston ends loving big brother.
Winston’s lack of self perception causes an inability in being able to understand the difference between illusion and reality. Through the character Winston, George Orwell has vividly depicted how you have to view oneself to be able to break through an illusion and see reality, and what happens when someone's self perception is so low that they will accept any imposed illusion as reality. The ability to determine what is a dream or what is false and what is reality takes someone