She kneeled. “It’s been a long time since you’ve been gone and I still think about what it would be like if you were still here. I can’t seem to let go of the past. I’m not sure who I am anymore or where I belong. I’m even questioning my own beliefs.” She looked up to the night sky and thought about their God, Gabriel Volpi. “And where are you, Gabriel? Don’t you care about your own bloodline? Well? Why didn’t you protect Rayne and keep him safe?” She didn’t understand; how can a loving God neglect his own descendent? Maybe, the old woman from the day Alexandal had claimed throne was right. Perhaps Gabriel had forsaken them. “But then I ask myself, Rayne, what if you ran away and escaped? And it made me even more upset. Why wouldn’t you have come back for me? You wouldn’t just leave us. You would have come back for me,