I had a poor childhood experience; however, I think I was fine until my lay off. After my lay off, I begun to have past thoughts and over analyzed the memory. It seems as I was damaging myself yet, I was in conflict with my mother because she was the main and only resource available during my events. In addition, my drinking was out-of-control and my arena of self-destruct ended in a DUI incident. I am grateful for the opportunity of resurrection. Gerard Moeller from the National Institute of Alcohol Abuse and Alcoholism (NIH), shares, “Numerous studies indicate an association between alcohol consumption and aggressive behavior. Not all people who consume alcohol, however, become aggressive. In trying to elucidate the relationship between alcohol consumption and aggression, researchers have suggested that people with a psychiatric condition called antisocial personality disorder (ASPD) may be particularly susceptible to alcohol-related aggression” (F. Gerard Moeller, 2015). Further, the article goes on and shares, “There may also be persistent irritability as an associated feature. Conduct disorder during childhood and adolescence, though not invariably present, may further support the diagnosis” (MH Resource Research Staff, …show more content…
The chemical imbalances are referred to the dopamine and serotonins levels. Due to the antisocial personality disorder, an individual may or may not encounter the “Increased familial risk for substance-related disorders, antisocial personality disorder, and the mood disorders” (Medigoo Inc., 2016). During my healing process, I visited a therapist in hopes to gain closure from my past to move forward, nevertheless, I was out on anxiety and antidepressants medications. After I was put on medication thought that maybe I did have a problem bigger than I imagined. I was on different medications for two years, mainly because I had complicated reactions. Since I was on many different medications and it was a phase when I was welcoming Christ into my heart, I was able to allow a new perspective take over. The perspective was to let go, although, this phase seemed impossible because I held my mother responsible, I let the grudge go slimily and harmlessly. In addition, I had understanding of acceptance; therefore, I no longer needed medications, what I did need was