After reading it, the reader may feel tempted to use modern psychology and arrive at the conclusion that Augustine now had an example of "someone like him" (and, in fact, Victorinus was someone who Augustine at that point in his life could only aspire to be like) who had converted to Catholicism. In his life, Augustine's mom Monica was the only example of a Christian. Like all other women at the time, Monica was also not an educated woman. It would be simple, accordingly, for Augustine not to believe his mom's intense faith in Christianity. In Victorinus Augustine had a solid case of an exceedingly instructed, effective, developed, and popular convert. also, Victorinus belong to Africa, similar to …show more content…
Augustine did not join the Church out of saint love, or out of a desire to resemble as a well-known orator. he did it in order to search the truth and this search had caused him incredible pain. Augustine really looked to find reality about God and the universe, and some other minor affectations to convert were just the bumps that helped him on his way. The real push originated from Augustine's own desire for faith. Augustine likens his state at this time to a sleeping man who is called to wake. He knows he ought to wake and actually wants to wake, yet still, he tries to hold on to a few more minutes of sleep, saying “soon” “in a minute” and “let me sleep a moment longer”. “But soon and soon’ had no limit, and ‘let me be a moment longer’ turned out to be a very long time”. (BOOK VIII, v,12) “the contest was between going the way of “God's love” or “yielding to [hits] own lust” (BOOK VIII,v,12) and he lost it-finding that he was unable to do what he really wanted to do. Augustine, it is clear, had no expectation of doing anything midway on account of God. He reached the age of 31 before converting because he knew that after conversion he wouldn’t be able to change it again. If he was unmarried (as he was at the time of conversion), it was likely he would remain so. He would surrender most of his earthly pleasure