When I Opened my eyes the Union was trying to take the horse. Grabbing the only weapon I had I sent them away. They were no match. I prayed and prayed and sent them away the only way I knew how, Achaana helped me.
June 6, 1863
Achaana told me of all the men they had to bury. It was a sad number. I can never understand why they would want to kill their own kind. I am often reminded of by the constant canon fire and gun shots.
June 10, 1863
Master was injured and lost a leg, so he sent for me to return with the horses. As I treated him he confessed all the things he saw. With a somber face he told me about how he saw many friends come and go, he also spoke of sending so many Union scum on the highway to help.
June 11, 1863
A man named Pemberton asked people to take up arms on the ships. Nobody volunteered, so they called names. My master and I were called. On the 24th I shall fight for the white men.
June 15, 1863
I don’t understand why I fight. Am I not kept busy here cooking and healing these men. Are they not satisfied?
Most of these days Achaana and I do our work in silent waiting for the day to come where I die. I pray each day to Awonawilona so that I might live and so will