Breedlove is the epitome of self-hatred. She thinks that she herself is ugly, which makes her cold and heartless. She idolized Jean Harlow because of her “white beauty”. “I fixed my hair up like I’d seen hers on a magazine. A part on the side, with one little curl on my forehead. It looked just like her. Well, almost just like. Anyway, I sat in that show with my hair done up that way and had a good time,” Pauline Says. Instead of dwelling on her own beauty she dwells on someone else’s, someone who she feels is better than her. Pauline’s obsession with white beauty ultimately leads her to imagine the ideal child as she is pregnant with her second child Pecola. Pauline recalls saying “I’d love it no matter what it looked like”, “But I knowed she was ugly. Head full of pretty hair, but Lord she was ugly.” When Pecola was in the womb her mother pictured her beautiful which she defines as “white”, but her ideal child is unattainable and eventually altered her view of her own child. Pauline’s sense of ugliness is now passed down to