Being An Outsider

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I see myself as an outsider in most situations, I wouldn’t say there are a lot of groups that I get to be an insider with, or maybe I just haven’t searched hard enough. I felt like an outsider when I switched schools in seventh grade and then again in 10th grade, I felt like an outsider in my own friend groups, I felt like an outsider at the job I had over the summer, and I even felt like an outsider in my own family. I have gained insight from being an outsider in all these situations, being an outsider in school taught me that it’s important to make people feel included and comfortable around me. Being an outsider in my friend group has been strange, I wasn’t always an outsider in this group, its just recent events that have caused that feeling, they’ve taught me that you never truly know …show more content…
After becoming an outsider to that group, I realized while being friends with them I acted like them and was a bad person, they’ve given me insight on how to better myself and be a better person. Now moving on to being an outsider at my job over the summer, I worked at the St. Clair Shores Pool and as soon as I got there, I knew I wasn’t gonna be an insider in that group, it felt like 7th grade all over again if I’m being real. The majority of the people I was around were lifeguards and I was basically the pool janitor, just that dynamic was wicked. We all had to share the same break room, and everyone seemed to get along really well with each other, but me. There was this one time that a lifeguard came up to me and told me to open my mouth because he wanted to feed me a grape, I was really uncomfortable, but he wouldn’t leave me alone unless I did, so I did. I later tried to bring this up to some of the other girls I worked with, and express that it’s weird and he shouldn’t be doing that, they told me that’s just how he