Civil War Diary

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Aeschbacher.Session1.Journal
There have been several events in my life that has been negative. My childhood was far from being positive at the home front. I have been in the military for over 17 years with 2 wars in
Iraq. Myself and my wife took on my brother’s 3 children. That added 3 children on top of our 3 biological. I have battled with PTSD from the wars as well as taking care of my father whom is not in good shape.
The events I have described could break you down at catastrophic levels. It really wore me down at a very young age. Life was so challenging at times I did not think I could survive another breath. I could not sleep, eat right nor care about many things at all. I was on the dark side of emotions for sure. I was pure and to the point lost.
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I would give all I had at the best of my ability. My home life was not up to par at all. I was blessed by God with talent.
When I say” talent “I performed above average. Football, baseball, basketball, volley ball, poetry, and even singing. Those things only lasted during school years.
Life though all the curveballs they could but I still drove on. Although darkness was trying to cover me up I moved on and do well. God would throw blessings at me and I would not give him the credit where credit was due. Life was so confusing to me with questions constantly.
You can always look at negative aspects in life but it takes positivity to bring the best out of you.
Myself and my wife decided to attend the local Church here called Overflow Church. The experience was amazing beyond what words could explain. God was calling us to the church there. I broke down in service and brought myself back to God’s lead. threw it did My life events could not hold me back anymore. That moment being rededicated to