Mattie lives a life of risks due to her spontaneous sled rides, dancing and falling for her cousin's husband, and even keeping her social life up. On the other hand, Zeena is the complete opposite; she barely says a word, and when she does it is emotionless. Also, Zeena is constantly in bed sick or speaking negatively about life. Although Zeena and Mattie differ with their outlooks on life, they both just want to be loved. Ironically, in this book they want to be loved by the same man. Zeena does love Ethan however, her jealousy creates a depression. At the same time, Mattie finds herself in love with Ethan and picturing this beautiful life