As a child James Baldwin’s father was incredibly resentful towards white people and the narrator couldn’t sympathize with his broken and stubborn father. His father mentions something of great importance to him, to at the narrator's fault, which was overlooked. The father subtly warns the narrator about white people and how close-minded and awful they are, “In that year I had had time to become aware of the meaning of all my father’s bitter warnings … I had discovered the weight of white people in the world.” James Baldwin discovers this in a few ways while in New Jersey through the hatred of his co-workers trying to get him fired, racial distancing, by the phrase at a few restaurants “we don’t serve negroes here”, and etc. These negative pressures build upon him leading him to become bitter, paralleled with his father, and eventually having murderous thoughts on a white waitress. However, he escapes these aspects of negative pressures was his realization that his life was on the line as well as his father’s death coped with his mother’s