Definition Of Adoption Essay

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Adoption and How It Defines Me
One of the most important events in my life that shaped who I am is my adoption. I was adopted when I was only seven days old and I was born in New Orléans, Louisiana. My parents told me that they wanted me so much and they had several names picked out. As soon as they spoke the name, Catherine, my mother said that I smiled real big. My first recollection of being told I was adopted was at the age of nine; however, my mother said that she had constantly told me since day one, but I suppose I never understood until then. I had mixed feelings about being adopted and how it defined me as a person. During my adolescent years, I had a difficult time coping and sometimes acted out. I grew up with horses, and anytime I would get upset or
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Feeling like I belonged to something important boosted my self-esteem, however, the feeling of abandonment never really went away. I wanted so badly to belong, to be wanted, and needed. Those desires seem to have taken over my life. I have been to six different schools, and I felt like I was constantly having to start over. My mom would always say that the education was not good enough, and that I needed something more challenging; but my reasons were different. I did not like where I was at the time and felt like another school would be better. By the time, I was at my fifth school, which was a boarding school, I realized it was not the schools, but instead me. I wanted to come home, but I was only halfway through the year. I figured there was no other way to come home except by getting expelled. My parents were furious, but I wanted to be home after all it was my senior year. I wanted to be around my friends and family. I could not fathom why they did not understand my desperation. Even though I knew that I was chosen by my parents, I still felt a sense of abandonment by them sending me away to a boarding