”more like the real me”, “a name like lasiandra or Maritza or zeze the x”<pg: 11>. What this means is that she wants to escape and break free from her name. Newton like Esperanza, she also hates herself and wants to have a self she can call herself. Growing up people shaped her with opinions. “Self I took to the world was rejected, I felt shamed and hopeless”, “and destruction of one’s self makes another self-evolve “she was told her skin color, history, hair wasn’t right, “I was a noticeable nobody”. What this meant is that she was shaped by people opinions, and thus marking the foundation of the birth of Newton’s new