“You have to be!” Am I that bad at consoling?
“I’m scared to leave you; you know?”
“You ain’t leaving me, okay??”
“You are writing a eulogy.”
We chatted a lot, we met a lot, we went out numerous times, still I’d never had emotional experience with her. She was sad and I had no idea what to say. We just kept talking whatever came to our hearts. It actually had been wonderful weeks with her. And finally, she was leaving. Why did it have to be that day, Feb 14th?
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I don’t know whether or not there were any gift shops or I didn’t see them, or perhaps I didn’t want to buy one but I believed there were no gift shops throughout my way from Pulchowk to Putalisadak. So, I decided to go empty handed. But…show more content… Then after a while, we went to her balcony and watched the sunset as the horizon kept paling to tint of orange. I looked at her. She looked back. I kept staring this time. “What??” She asked. “You are leaving!!” I sounded bitter. “C’mon not that. I thought you were gonna kiss!”
We both laughed.
I didn’t change. I was still the same guy scared of strange people and shy around girls. But I became different around her. She knew flirting and I learnt to flirt back. We had a beautiful connection. I loved that. She always quoted me, “Mysterious person of my life”. She added me in Facebook still wondering why. Being her old friend doesn’t suffice the reason. When I started to know her, I knew she never adds any friends on her list. I was an exception or maybe she felt experimenting with new ones when she started using Facebook and probably I am a lucky lab-rat.
She asked to come with me when I said I had to go. It was a perfect eve blessed with the onset of valentines and walk with a girl that meant my loneliness without. “So, you’re gonna go?” I asked her. “Yep. I will miss my walks with you.” “I don’t want you
