Eulogy For Father

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To my future husband, i need to tell you first how it feels to be like a fatherless bride for you.., Yes my father is alive, yet he is no more in my life.., he chose other women in my mom's place- her children in our place...You may think it’s just any normal thing happening to many others.., but no, it's my life...
Let me tell you the truth.. I seem to be cheerful and good..,you may like me instantly...but the thing is there’s lot more beside that happy face. Yes I’ve been cheated by my father, who will be any daughter's first love.
You will never have an idea of what i'm going through from the day i discovered his cheating. I seem to be stronger but i'm not. I'll tell you and everyone in the world that i don't miss him, but i do, yes i miss my father's love but i can't tolerate his betrayal. His betrayal changed our lives soo much that nothing will ever remain the same of ours...
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Yes i'm scared to tell about him. Even today i'm not strong enough to share my pain with anyone, not even to my mom. But i want you, us to talk about this. As this has changed me forever that i can't go back to my old self ever. You can’t imagine that pain, whenever someone ask me about HIM . He left me. And I’m stubborn enough to tell myself that it doesn’t matter if anybody else leaves anymore. But the thing is, it matters, it do matters a lot...I always think that things would be so different if he was with us.., ours would have been a complete happy family. The person i loved truly would have been with me.., yes i did love a person.., and He left me. Whatever the reason or whoever is at fault, i always end up thinking it due to my incomplete relation with my father...I hope you understand