He wishes for everyone to hold on to innocence to keep him from being left behind. Holden is afraid to grow up because of people like Stradlater, people who make it painfully clear to Holden that he is falling off. “Most guys at Pencey just talked about having sexual intercourse with girls all the time – like Ackley, for instance – but old Stradlater really did it.” (Salinger, 51) boys like Stradlater make it clear to Holden that he is not at the level of maturity as his peers and is starting to fall behind in these