I tried my best to not let my frustrations get to me. There were many sleepless nights to prepare for what was to come. I was too frustrated to keep myself from thinking throughout those nights, why? Why am I trying so hard to prove a case not guilty even if ultimately the jury was only going to see a black man standing before them and not just another member of society? I was only able to answer this toward the end of the trial. I not only wanted justice for Tom, but I wanted the people of Maycomb's perspective to change for the better. Maycomb is racially charged and a toxic environment for our children to breathe in. How can we let them see this? All this hate for what exactly? A community with a different color skin than ours? Our children do not deserve to see this, and the African American people of Maycomb do not deserve to endure this. This only sets an example for our kids to define people based on what they look