He lives his life realistically, knowing that it has its ups and downs. When Gene, Finny, and others are playing blitzball, Gene begins to think about reality and the war. He thinks about all of the components of the war. “The world, through his unleashed emotions, imprinted itself upon him, and he carries the stamp of that passing moment forever. For me, this moment—four years is a moment in history—was the war” (Knowles 40). He chooses to look at the past four years in a realistic outlook, realizing they consisted of internal and external battles with his “best friend”. After Finny fell and broke his leg the second time, Gene goes to visit him and talk about the first incident. As always, Finny tells Gene he believes him when he apologizes for his actions. Even after Finny tells him he believes what he is saying, Gene keeps asking what he can do to make him truly believe. “No, I don’t know how to show you, how can I show you, Finny? Tell me how to show you. It was just some ignorance inside me, some crazy thing inside me, something blind, that’s all it was” (Knowles 191). In reality, most people would not forgive someone right away for pushing them out of a tree, and Gene recognizes that. Finny on the other hand does not always see the world as a realistic