That was the admiration and love that Gene had for Finny. While Finny is the most strapping athlete and most charming of the boys, Genes only hope of being “even” with Finny, in terms of success, is becoming valedictorian. As the end of the summer season draws near, Gene constructs the decision in his mind that Finny can’t accept being even with him when Finny says “I’d kill myself out of jealous envy” (52). While Finny said this as a joke, Gene took it quite literally and it caused him to question their entire friendship. Every kindness Finny did him, every secret he shared with him, they had all become proof of Finny’s calculated, twisting, soulless hatred of Gene because he was more skilled than Finny in academics. Gene puts all of his self-loathing, hatred, and weakness onto Finny. Blaming Finny allowed Gene to heave him down to his level, however, to Finny, there were no levels, they were just friends. Finny was out of place at Devon because he was unadulterated and