The first is that she’s explicitly asking for the truth, she is not looking to make herself feel better, she feels as though she knew Kurtz best in the world and is upset because she believes she should have been with him in death and have been the one to hear those words. She prided herself on being the one to understand him, it’s unfair to deny her of truly knowing who he became when it’s clear how important this is to her. Secondly, It is clear she will be sad no matter what and will grieve the loss of her beloved for years to come. And Lastly, there is no possible way for Marlow to know exactly how she will react to the truth or how she will handle