He experienced several traumatic events throughout his childhood, including the loss of his younger brother Allie to leukemia. The thoughts around his brother's death deeply affected him, ultimately leading him to a mental hospital. While Holden reminisces about visiting his brother's grave he states, “All the visitors could get in their cars and turn on their radios and all and then go someplace nice for dinner--everybody except Allie. I couldn't stand it. I know it's only his body and all that's in the cemetery, and his soul's in Heaven and all that crap, but I couldn't stand it anyway.” (Salinger 156). It is apparent that Holden can not handle death or serious events like a code hero must do in order to achieve their goals. Holden is extremely emotional and sentimental, going to great lengths regarding his past, the experiences he had as a child, and his general feelings towards the world. In a way, he is trapped in his own head, keeping him from his true potential. Holden himself wants to be a hero, but through his hatred of the world and difficulty coping, as well as his inability to handle many events, he simply can not do