All the losses that Holden experienced lead him to be depressed, which was revealed through his psychological turmoil. First of all, Holden’s depression is obviously seen as he shows the feeling of hopelessness. For example, Holden realizes that his plan to save the innocence of children is something he can’t do. He realizes this when all the kids from the carousel are trying to grab the rings and Holden can’t stop what happens in the end. This is seen when Holden says, “If they want to grab for the gold ring, you have to let them do it, and not say anything. If they fall off, they fall off” (211). Holden finally realizes that he’s powerless towards everything around him. He first thought that he could save children’s innocence, like the catcher in the rye, by saving them from falling off the cliff of growing up. However, he thinks that every child will end up going through adulthood, leaving their innocence behind. Holden becomes depressed when he realizes that he can’t be the catcher in the rye because he can’t save children from future losses that they will experience. Secondly, because Allie died, Holden thought that it was unfair to him that he was the one to lose someone important to him; making him see the bad things in life, a pessimistic view of life, which lead him to see the bad things in life. For example, when Holden ends up sleeping over at Mr. Antolini’s house, he explains how he “woke up and found him patting [him]. The more [he] thought about it, though the more depressed and screwed up about it [he] got” (194). This shows how Holden prefers to assume the bad things in life, so he sees the bad things in people instead of the good. This shows that he’s depressed because people who are usually depressed never see the positive things in their life. Instead, they see the negative aspect of life and change their perspective to only thinking