Holden’s first realization of his surroundings is when he accepts that he cannot protect children from the clutches of adulthood. Throughout the novel, Holden is constantly trying to prevent Phoebe and other children from experiencing the norms of adulthood, as he believes that the world becomes cold and cruel as an adult. When asked what he wants to be, Holden can only think of being a catcher, shown when he states “‘I’d just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it’s crazy, but that’s the only thing I’d really like to be’” (173). This unreal ambition of wanting to protect children from what is ultimately inevitable, stems from his immaturity and lack of knowledge of the world. His skewed perception and bias of adulthood makes him believe that all children lose their innocence and good will as they grow up. Thus, he is stuck in an in-between where he wants to prevent children from maturing into adults. Eventually, he realizes that adulthood is not all the evil and corruption in the world, and that you cannot interfere with the natural process of growing up: “The thing with kids is, if they want to grab for the gold ring, you have to let them do it, and not say anything. If they fall off, they fall off, but