But I was out of tears. And deep inside me, if I could have searched the recesses of my feeble conscience. I might have found something like: Free at last!" pg.112. This is one of the most saddest quotes in this book because this is the part when his father died. In this part Elie doesn't really know how to react because he has been through so much pain and suffering since this has happened. Even though Elie couldn't find tears for this, it ripped him apart in the