Even though I trained in jazz, hip-hop, acrobatics, and lyrical, ballet was my main focus. I dedicated countless hours in the studio and spent summer vacations at intensives in New York, California, and Pennsylvania. My yearly schedule resulted in countless hours of ballet. Of course, having these opportunities was incredible, but after awhile it became monotonous. In August of 2014, a former member of the Royal Ballet School revamped the ballet program at my studio. He also introduced our studio to the Royal Academy of Dance, or RAD, ballet exams. Students leaped for joy at the chance to take the exceptional RAD exams, but I was the only one who chose not to participate. People frequently questioned the reasoning behind my decision. I answered that I simply did not have time, but it was actually because I felt that I needed to distance myself from ballet. By creating a space between me and ballet, I transitioned my focus to contemporary dance. I was intrigued by this form of dance because of its freedom with movement. It’s also less demanding in terms of proper technique and placement. At this point, I knew my dream of becoming a ballerina was withering away. It was a strange feeling saying farewell to my original