Each time she approaches a mirror, she “repeatedly confronts her own unrecognized or distorted image in the mirror” (Bonds). For instance, one evening as she is riding the elevator to her room, she “noticed a big, smudgy-eyed Chinese woman staring idiotically into [her] face” (Plath 18) only to find that it was actually her reflection in the mirror. Another incident where she is unable to recognize herself occurs when she wakes up in the hospital after a suicide attempt and immediately demands the nurse to lend her a mirror. The nurse reluctantly gives it to her and Esther questions why the nurse made such a big deal over it because she claims “it wasn't a mirror at all, but a picture” (Plath 174). The mirror not only symbolizes Esther’s failure to recognize the outside of her being, but serves to provide insight on how difficult it will be to find herself on the inside as well since she can’t even discern her own self when she comes across a