She takes a few steadying breaths, pushing the pain down, back into the little compartment she keeps it stored in. Then, she folds the card back on itself and looks up to the ornate church before her. Loss has made her return to the place she abandoned in her teenage years— to a faith written off as a fantasy. She pulls open the heavy oak doors and can just make out the deep, steady voice of the priest giving the Sunday afternoon mass. The church is nearly empty, and the more pious in the neighborhood choose the early morning, she assumes. As she enters the nave, the priest inclines his head to her, but his words remain unbroken. He is wreathed by the lights of the cathedral, glowing. He has almost an angelic quality behind the pulpit, a look of placid determination on his face. “We are all souls searching for experiences” He continues, as she takes her seat. She soon realizes the priest is reciting the lecture from the heart. She doesn't know how common that is, but his passion flows forth from him in every word. He is in his element, this is his house and his domain and while the parishioners might be few, those who listen are rapt, and soon Jen is