John is socially exiled in both societies he lives in, because of his aloof status in both worlds, he is …show more content…
He is still plagued by the expectations of Malpais while trying to be the perfect Fordian interchangeable part in civilized society. He flees to the lighthouse because he feels tainted by society. He believes “it poisoned me, I was defiled.” (page 254) For a while, John’s self purification through flogging and starvation brings him peace. You can tell he reconciles the two worlds by incorporating punishments from both. Although he believes himself to be purified, the thought of his lover, Lenina devours him everyday, and ultimately leads to his demise. In the end, John truly “ate civilization.”
Brave New World reaffirms the long held notion that the grass is not always greener. John believes that moving to civilized society will solve the alienation he feels in Malpais. He can never fully divorce himself from both societies to fit the cast of each society. John is left in a limbo, where he heavily scrutinizes both worlds , but learns through his exile that he cannot be apart of two drastically different worlds. John cannot be molded into an interchangeable existence, and chooses to accept the “unhealable rift” thrust onto