Most of the time I feel like breaking down and crying, but I gotta keep it strong and put on a brave face. People may think I am as strong as a rock, but deep down inside I am a girl who feels weak and fragile. I may seem like I am perfect, but I am far from perfect. I can be very insecure about myself. At times I think I am ugly and I feel disgusting. I think that I am too skinny and I just want to be like the other girls on Instagram with a skinny waist, big butt, and thighs, but I know that God made me this way so I have to cope with it. Most guys look for a girl who is “thick” but I am not. Why do guys have to always pick the girls who have the”perfect body”? I may say to show your true colors, but I don’t show all my true