Their gpa’s were significantly higher than mine, and their grades were much better than mine as well as their class ranks. I then realized how big of a mistake I had made. My friends were at the top of our class while I was just barely makin it, but I only had myself to blame. After all of the slacking that I did freshman year, I was and still to this day, not able to receive all of the opportunities that my peers receive. This preventable situation that I put myself in had done tremendous damage to my self esteem. I started to believe that I was not smart and that I was academically inferior to everyone else. Ever since then, I vowed to myself that I would never get so low