When Assef beats up and rapes Hassan, Amir doesn't do anything but runs away like a coward. However, he redeems himself for this mistake by standing up for Hassan's son, Sohrab. Amir is condemning himself for running away instead of standing up for Hassan when he is getting raped. “I ran because I was a coward...I actually aspired to cowardice...Maybe Hassan …show more content…
To amend that guilt/mistake, he goes to adopt Sohrab and meets the Taliban official. Amir is at the Taliba Facility and meets the leader Assef. Assef is Amir’s old friend. Hosseini writes,“‘WHAT'S SO FUNNY?’ Assef bellowed...What was so funny was that, for the first time since the winter of 1975, I felt at peace...I’d even been looking forward to this. My body was broken-just how badly I wouldn't find out until later-but i felt healed. Healed at last. I laughed (Hosseini, 289).” Amir narrates “For the first time since winter 1975, I felt at peace.” Winter 1975 was the kite tournament when Amir won, but also when Hassan got raped. We can infer that he is still burdened with guilt from watching Hassan get raped. But when he said, “I felt at peace,” it shows how his burdened guilt is now released and freed. The phrase “I’d even been looking forward to this,” shows that he expected this, wanted punishment, and consequences. We can infer that he wanted to be beaten up like Hassan to be equal with him, and also to release that guilt he had. So he amends that by adopting