Surprisingly, he knew where it was. I looked out the window and now it was extremely dark outside and there were no clouds in existence in the sky. After the terrifying moments of turbulence, I rushed to the bathroom. I finally let out the tears I was holding back and wondered why me? Why my first time? Why did I have to be alone? Just, why? What if this person was there or that person? But no one was there. Absolutely no one. Nothing was going the way I planned and I was so convinced that it would. That is not always the case. Now, I had to be independent and handle the whole situation on my own. The harsh realities of the real world and I met this childish girl too