If in doing a drug that reverts reasonable, even faultily moral humans into base Neanderthals one finds oneself invigorated rather by a current of intellectual thought, it is my opinion that one should take this moment to reflect upon whatever one is compelled to reflect upon in the throes of this rare side effect. Your inadequate speaker has left scars on others that far outnumber and outlast any thoughts she’s captured in ink, and will- alone, speaking to a page, conversing with some version of herself, this indistinct ‘one’– record something of herself in this moment to contrive her thoughts and personality into a static object with which she can delude herself into believing that her reality, mind, existence, and every miniscule facet of her insignificant perspective is not variable or constantly ‘becoming’, as that revered man, Nietzsche, might put it. This practice allows a false sense of significance to befall her, which is, of course, pleasant. This…show more content… This process necessitates her utilization of the values imbued in her predispositions and best veiled levels of sub-consciousness by every environmental factor she’s ever experienced, from her first seconds of consciousness to her recent encounter with Meth, the catalyst that vigorously humped and fucked this rapacious work into conception. She will believe these vestiges of her past phenomenological states to be an accurate representation of the sum of her whole Self, now immobilized and tangible, but the work is only an
