I am still overcoming this situation it pushed me back really bad I didn't want to go to school, and I didn't want to be bothered with anyone. I took a week off of school and work I didn't want to get behind and I could only have a certain amount of excused absences from this situation. When I came back it was hard I had a lot of work I had to catch up on. I'm still trying to get back on track also everyone kept wanting to ask …show more content…
I never thought I would ever be in a situation like this and it's taking all of me just to write this essay but this is the topic I wanted to write about. Every day that I was at the hospital I was always told how strong I am but honestly, nobody knows that I was actually not strong, anybody can fake a smile that everyone knew that wasn't real and sit there and seem okay when you weren’t. I would never let anyone see me cry I wouldn't tell people how I felt when people asked me I would just say that I'm okay when I wasn't. I didn't have the actual strength to watch him every day but I forced myself to I had knots in my stomach and I would get the chills I would want to cry every time I walked into the room he was in and every time I had to leave from being by his