Being poor makes it hard for Arnold to survive. When he finally goes to Rearden to get an education, he encounters a serious struggle, transportation. His parents sometimes have no gas money so he has to find another way …show more content…
In a cartoon(page 57), he draws the differences between him and a kid at Rearden. Arnold does not only touch on the physical differences such as, clothing, shoes, and accessories but also their futures, family history and outlook on life. The cartoon highlights the differences between Arnold and a white Rearden student. It’s clear by the nature of the cartoon, he feels as if he does not fit in there and as if he is less than them. To fit in he tries to pass as Middle class. Arnold did nothing to challenge the assumption that he was well off, “And since the kids and parents at Reardan thought I had a lot of money, I did nothing to change their minds. I figured it wouldn't do me any good if they knew I was dirt poor. What would they think of me if they knew I sometimes had to hitchhike to school? Yeah, so I pretended to be middle class. I pretended I belonged.”(page 119) Junior feels scared that he will lose his newfound respect if other students know that he is poor. It makes him feel uncomfortable and out of place. Another effect of his poverty on is social life is that he can’t pay for anything at the school dance. Junior wants to be able to buy things for Penelope however he “... only had five dollars, not nearly enough to pay for anything-not for photos, not for food, not for gas, not for a hot dog and a soda pop.”(page 119) Not being able to spend money like the rest …show more content…
My problem was clearly displayed to me when I joined wrestling. I want to make something clear, wrestling will never make me feel weak; it makes me feel stronger, tougher, and more powerful than I have before. It’s the main driving force in my quest. When I wrestle I get to see a palpable vision of my progress which is important to me,(however,that’s only part of the reason that I love wrestling.) I am given the chance see my improvement, show myself that I am getting better. This is very much a physical challenge that I am working on, although, it is not one that make me insecure. Reaching my goal requires working out. Doing that gives me confidence and makes me feel good about myself. I’ve also had a lot of support from my friends, who always cheer me on and motivate me. Due to their help and my hard work not only will I see the results of effort on the mat but also in my life. It is a confidence boost that affects every part of