The first way is I told myself I sucked. I told myself this cause I wasn't as good as everyone else. I couldn't even Ollie when I started skating. I kept deceiving myself by telling myself that I sucked. This is the first way I deceived myself.
The second way was that I didn't push myself to get better. I always was at this block where I wouldn't let myself do to progress. I was always deceiving myself with a mental block. It was in my mind that I couldn't do stuff. This is the second way I deceived myself.
The third way that