At some point, however, it became a question of whether I would continue trying to win the approval of those who didn’t know my story and moreover, probably couldn’t begin to grasp the depths of the pain I was living in each and every day or whether I could realize and believe that my life’s story could change the lives of so many others. If I could only reach them and advocate for them, letting them know there is still life; one they can live that is respectable and filled with accomplishments in which they can be proud of, despite their past, as I did and choose to do