I disliked myself so much and I was constantly angry at the world. I could not understand why I had to be different from other because I wanted to be like the rest so I could not be judged. After I accepted who I was, I started to question Christianity, my religion. I heard people everywhere saying that “God hates gays” and i believed it, which caused me to distance myself from my church. I became an atheist and when I told my parents they were not okay with it. They told me that they would not raise an atheist and this upset me because how would they react when i told them what my sexual identity