And that if I went to the learning center it be taking steps back to where I had had a point where I had didn't need help anymore and this is a moment that I feel like I will remember for a long time and it was a very pivotal moment in my life. It was also never really anything I talked about when I got to high school I felt like I had a certain charisma and if people knew that I had dyslexia they would look at me in a different way. If teachers ever asked me if I wanted to go to the learning center it was kind of just vexing and I always told them no. I still don't really like reading because I'm not that good at it if a teacher gives me a book for an assignment it's really hard for me to get into it I like audio books because I can follow along. I knew that if I didn't keep practicing and keep trying that there were going to be ramifications to my actions because if you don't keep trying and improving yourself then you're just going to go back to the way you were. I really felt like i was exceling was when I would be reading books that the teachers would ask me to read in my special classes and I would think that they were vapid and I would want …show more content…
In fact a lot of people didn't know I had dyslexia tell junior year where at one point I told someone I had it and it became a joke that anytime I messed up it was because I was dyslexic. When people would ask me about my dyslexia it was kind of a broach matter that I would get emotional about because I didn't like talking about something that I found myself being weak for. The positive thing about that is I've had lauren help me a lot she reads most of my things before I turn it in to look for mistakes because I don't see them. Usually she end up abridging my work because they're just a lot of extra words that don't make sense. And it was kind of serendipity that she became my best friend because I just needed someone that could help me and it was I was lucky that we have the same class she's helped me out so much this year. When she would read my work she would find a plethora of extra words that I just had added. When I read my work I don't read the mistakes I just read it how I think it should sound. And my vocabulary is always been pretty tenuous so I usually would ask her for synonyms to help my writing sound more sophisticated. She's always been very ardent about it she never saw it as a chore she's saw it as a way to help me out and I find that amazing