Then my junior year I finally thought I was doing better. I had made some friends, I had been cast as lead roles in both the school musical, and at the theatre company. I was also invited to statewide honor choirs, and felt like things were looking up. My lowest grade was a C and to me that was a far better grade then a D. I thought that there was still time for me to get my act together. But my schedule began to get too hectic I was missing school musical rehearsals for the theatre companies rehearsals, and I was missing their rehearsals for choirs. I made a lot of people start to become unhappy with me. I had made terrible choices for myself, simply because I thought that music and theatre were my only outlets. I wanted to be involved in as much of it as I possibly could and I wasn't even considering how my decisions were affecting other people. I upset the people who cared about me the most at the theatre, I made my four best friends decide that they hated me, because they were all in the school show. In their minds I didn't care about them because I was choosing community theatre over them, and that was messing with their rehearsal process. They haven't spoken to me since, but they refuse to