Mostly everyone that has played “Destiny” before has done the raid. I’ve only done the raid once. So, I barely had a clue what I was doing. So as a result, everyone got mad at me because I did not know what I was doing. Unfortunately, everyone in my group took their frustration out on me. Each event that I practiced forgiveness on, required a new approach how to handle it. For this event, I jumped out of the fire team before I got too angry at them. Some things are easier to let go, but sometimes it is really difficult to let go. I don’t completely understand why I can’t forgive myself and others yet. I’m coming to the conclusion that the bigger the emotional impact of the event the harder it is to let go, and the smaller the emotional impact of the event the easier it is to let go. For example, some events hit like a dinosaur extinction. On the other hand, some events just hurt like a bruise. If it barely has any impact I’ll forget it within three or so days. If it has a lot of impact, unfortunately it’s going to stick around