My chest felt heavy. It was hard to breathe. I didn't want to known as a coward, so I stayed. I wanted to run back. I didn't think war was like this. War was a terrible problem. I had just learned how a soldier had such little control of their destiny. I expected to die, but I felt better that Noah was with me. As soon as we charged, men were dying all around me. I began shooting, and soon enough all the soldiers were fighting with their bare hands. I fought with a man much larger than me. The man was going to stab me, but Noah pulled him off. He saved my life. Later in the battle, Noah and I were helping loading the