One of the first times we get information on Raskolnikov’s impression of murder is in his first dream. Because of this dream, his feeling of disgust in regard to the murder of the horse challenges him in his plot to kill Alyona. This dream makes Raskolnikov so disgusted in the idea of murder that he wakes up from this dream sweaty and scared. Raskolnikov was never one hundred percent confident in his quest for blood, yet was determined enough to carry through with the deed. Going against these initial feelings of disgust is what causes his later dreams and feelings of guilt and paranoia. …show more content…
Similar to his reaction of the beating of the horse, Raskolnikov is horrified by the sounds and sights of Petrovich beating the landlady. So much so that after this dream, Raskolnikov becomes ill with “a feverish condition, with moments of delirium and semi-awareness” (117). Often times, a person’s outer state reflects what is going on on the inside. In this case, Raskolnikov’s guilt and inner turmoil are exposed through the way in which he physically reacts to having his second