Yet numb was just a way to cope with the fact that this little boys world just began to crumble before him. In his book of protectors, my name appeared to be the only one left, I accepted the numbness. I held back the tears and filled the places our parents left so vacant moments prior. Mom, dad and sister wrapped into one, the only one left. Now I would begin to put his pieces back together, wipe away his alligator tears, and demonstrate a picture of strength and hope. This little boy needed me more than ever. Without thinking, I assumed the role as reality began to slip through my