To my friends, fans, and family this week has always been very hard for me to deal with yesterday I had no one to talk to about the pain and hurt I was going through I was home alone with all my thoughts and I received news of a family loss early that day my grandfather has sadly passed two days before the anniversary of my mothers death yesterday my depression that I have struggled with on and off for years got the best of me and took over my mind and I felt like I had no one I felt mentally and emotionally drained and I shut myself off from my friends and family leaving me to drown in my thoughts I read and ignored all their calls and text begging for me to answer my phone after what felt like hours of drowning I finally got control
