Sorry Lizbeth, I only WISH I felt that way! MY life was more of a CURSE than GIFT! STILL after over 50 yrs distance and forgiving them (CAN NEVER forget), over 5 years physiotherapy for childhood related PTSD, extensive family study and research for a 700 page memoirs, showed the reason he hated me is because I belonged to the preacher in Barnsville), and finding out the reason they were "lead by the LORD" so many times to move from church to church (five times during my life), only to be diagnosed with the same TERMINAL illness to prove I was his, causing me to attempt suicide THREE times (12, 14 & 36) ... STILL having NIGHTMARES and FLASHBACKS -- I HATE them for NOT ABORTING me, letting me "live" It has been a 60 year living HELL!
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