This season has a positive vibe to it, one that gives hope and makes everything in the world feel fine. Melinda’s personality before she was raped can be seen as this vibrant, nonchalant period. Anderson comments through Melinda that “I used to be like Heather. Have I changed that much in two months?” (Anderson 24). Heather, the student Melinda befriends on the first day of school, is portrayed as a talkative, optimistic, and outgoing girl. To remark that Melinda was like her shows that she used to be a spirited person, someone who had a great life and looked forward to the future. Anderson also touches upon Melinda’s friendship with the Plain Janes. At one moment, Melinda recalls her Halloween from the previous year and states “We raced through the night, a clan of untouchable witches. I actually thought for a moment that we could cast spells, could turn people into frogs or rabbits, to punish the evil and reward the good” (Anderson 40). Being filled with power and knowing that her friends were by her side gave Melinda the feeling that she could do anything. The Plain Janes were extremely close to each other, and Melinda had a strong relationship with them, exhibiting that she was fun to be with and a lively person. Unfortunately everything went downhill by that horrible …show more content…
The sun sticks around longer, nature comes back to life, and the world is kinder. Plants begin to bud, saplings gain health and height, and trees grow their leaves again. Everyone starts over in this season, including Melinda. As her father explains to a curious child about the pruning of an oak tree in his yard, “He’s [the arborist] not chopping it down. He's saving it. Those branches were long dead from disease. All plants are like that. By cutting off the damage, you make it possible for the tree to grow again" (Anderson 187). Through her father’s words, Melinda realizes that she needs to trim her own dead branches, to speak of her unspoken secret. She knows it will be difficult and painful, but knowing that it will allow her to grow gives her confidence. Inspired by the new world around her, Melinda decides to save herself, to be a survivor and not a victim. Melinda again voices her willingness to heal when she expresses interest in not only clearing up her yard but to also create a beautiful garden in it. As stated, Melinda gathers up the courage and “rakes the leaves out of my [her] throat. Me: ‘Can you buy some seeds? Flower seeds?’" (Anderson 168). This shows that Melinda wants to become the healthiest she can be, to go above and beyond simply speaking again. Melinda has finally won her old self