No! it is NOT going to be alright.” As we got closer and closer to the hospital, as the revengeness of forever time ticked non-stop, I got more nervous as my heart sank further down in my stomach. When we had gotten to the hospital, I was so scared to face reality. I didn’t want to face reality. When we had parked in front of the hospital entrance, my heart had already reached the pit of my stomach. I neglected getting of the car, however my legs were already dragging me out by then. I don’t why because I really didn’t want to. I was like my mind was on total control of me, just doing whatever I was supposed to do. I went inside the hospital confident, until we got into the lobby. I was already freaking out and thinking about what was about to happen. The temptation was irresistible and overwhelming and a few seconds later, I began hopelessly crying . I was so scared and I wanted to run back home, no matter how far it was, no matter how hard it was to get there. When they called my name, my first thought was that the first thing that was about to happen was that they would give me the shot to put